Son in law

[shoddy90]

Again a lot to think about and place in the right words Ellen. I may have to return with some additions and corrections.

First, must agree with sandalfans and NorthantSimon comments; do love mj's, the fact that your SIL is trying to get you to act out more of his fantasies, and also particularly regarding the rationality of this or I would suspect any fetish; always varied and complex, with the possibility of some darker aspects.

This fetish mostly sits comfortably with me and footwear absolutely plays the key part, although at times of high sexual excitement, many unusual situations could; in fantasy at least, be appealing, however, hurting in any way and particularly killing is just wrong.
Sex is about pleasure, not sadism for me, although in many sexual matters that is a complex issue, and even in this generally relatively mild and harmless fetish there are those who want to be hurt by stomping kicking etc etc. which could perhaps in this and other sexual situations be acceptable between consenting adults if one with a sadistic bent obliges, but not with an involuntary participant without such sexual desires or the ability to voice complaint (shoe gags are of course excepted!).
In some things I think, it is necessary to seriously consider professional help.

Given some of the things I like to do; or to have done with shoes, I want them clean, pristine or near for the most part - no detritus or poo ever anywhere near, although as occasional shoe pee games may also be off-putting to some, perhaps a little self reflection upon my own shoe-sexual behaviours is necessary before I cast any further judgments against others.
No, hurting or killing any defenceless creature is just wrong.

Reference your SIL and the videos etc that is very hard. I can understand your fears about your daughter or others finding out but as for getting rid of them, do you think he would just stop and not get others? The drive for these behaviours has at its core the most basic and strongest animalistic urge; the drive for sexual satisfaction, and in whichever individual variant that is manifest, it would simply not give way that easily.

That understood and on a purely personal sexual level, this board is all about vicarious pleasures, so I would in truth love to see those furtively captured videos and pictures he has made of your shoes, it would seem such a pity to simply waste them.
While you are thinking of others needs Ellen, is this whole experience catering to some of yours?
Certainly enjoying all you share and those things to come, but is this giving you some level of sexual excitement knowing what effect you have on those here, and why have you left the shoes your SIL used uncleaned?

Apologies for the length of this reply, but your circumstances, your questions and comments, have caused me a lot of thought.

Ho hum! this really is quite a complex, complex - although perhaps not quite as complex as Oedipus's !
Thanks to Freud and Tom
hxxps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9BMcA8-4zo

[NorthantSimon]

Any update Ellen?

[Ellen]

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[BrisSandals]

Before the shoeboys (who just come here to get off on stories such as yours) jump on and tell you to reconsider, Ellen good for you for being decisive.

You've given it a lot of thought, and no matter how addictive giving in (again) to consequential desires can be, this is all about you, moving forward. You've had some very interesting experiences recently, undoubtedly, but I don't want you to look back at these in regret. Never do that.

All the best.

[NorthantSimon]

Well not the update I'd have hoped for but I'm happy that you've made some definite decisions about what you're doing going forward.

Hey, at least this last couple of months you've tried some exciting new things, awakened some desires and it's given you the strength to face things with your partner.

I wish you the best for the future, no matter where it takes you and I take comfort that whilst you might never post here again, there is at least another hot woman strutting her stuff in her heels, knowing the full effect they could be having on the men lucky enough to catch sight of her.

x

[wifey-heels]

Ellen,
I'm glad to hear that you're making decisions like you've asked me to make! Although your willpower is much much stronger than mine, I appreciate you being truthful and sincere!

[wifey-heels]

Well friends. It appears that she has left us!

[shoddy90]

Think you are right wifey-heels, while still a little unsure if entirely genuine; although from some comments here - some members are certain, but it has drawn me in, and again caused me some more uncomfortably deep thinking time.

Ellen, I can only hope life achieves some sort of order for you and that you had a little fun all your own while visiting, but I hope that you never think badly of us; not even of any of those "shoe boys" who BrisSandals mentions disparagingly, and if I may agree with and again loosely quote him "don't look back at these things in regret. Never do that.
Shod

[wifey-heels]

Think you are right wifey-heels, while still a little unsure if entirely genuine; although from some comments here - some members are certain, but it has drawn me in, and again caused me some more uncomfortably deep thinking time.

Ellen, I can only hope life achieves some sort of order for you and that you had a little fun all your own while visiting, but I hope that you never think badly of us; not even of any of those "shoe boys" who BrisSandals mentions disparagingly, and if I may agree with and again loosely quote him "don't look back at these things in regret. Never do that.
Shod

Shod
You placed perfect words on my thoughts! Whomever Ellen is still visits the site because the status changes almost daily which has made me think this really was genuine!

[Banditlover]

Yes, I've noticed this.
I hope Ellen jumps in with an update. It would be good to know how she is doing.