Shoesession

shoddy90 wrote: Fri Oct 06, 2017 3:39 am Hi ShandaBlue.
Always great when someone shares with the board, and your shoes look good.
As a shoe lover, I as ever hope they are being shown full appreciation, but what did you mean when you said that shoes started you cross dressing. Hope not being too intrusive at asking, but interested to know more, and to see much more of your collection.

I started out really young wearing mainly my Mom's shoes. It just kinda snowballed from there Started doing complete outfits, then on to wigs and makeup. For some CD/TV it starts with one particular clothing item, for some its bras or panties or such. Shoes just happened to be mine.
I need a better way to make pics. All I have currently is my laptop webcam and cellphone. I'll try to do more soon.

i wearing black dress and shoes

ShandaBlue wrote: Fri Oct 06, 2017 10:43 am I started out really young wearing mainly my Mom's shoes. It just kinda snowballed from there Started doing complete outfits, then on to wigs and makeup. For some CD/TV it starts with one particular clothing item, for some its bras or panties or such. Shoes just happened to be mine.
I need a better way to make pics. All I have currently is my laptop webcam and cellphone. I'll try to do more soon.

You said mainly your moms shoes, there were others also?
Do you have a shoefetish, and did sexual interest begin then or later?
Hope not being too intrusive Shandablue, just curious about others journey here.
Look forward to seeing more of your collection.

I wore my cousins and aunties shoes too. Sexual interest started later about coming of age time. If theres anything you want to see let me know. Feel free to PM.
Me in my favorite pair Jessica Simpson Dany

Well ShandaBlue, sure those chunky sandals are fun to wear, and probably the intensity of my fetish thing, but have to say I find more dainty styles or the classics you opened with are the most appealing to me.
So it was moms and other more distant female relatives shoes, rather than sisters shoes and then clothes that you had easy access to, so I guess it was your particular living arrangements made that to be possible.
Were they all older or were some of similar age?
Often difficult to accurately put into words on paper or screen, but I was also asking if your desire to wear also developed into a desire to actually have some kind of sexual interaction with them, the shoes themselves; not your mom, aunt or cousins.
Again not wish to be intrusive, always thinking to enable others and to discover some more of myself through others experiences, and open board discussion gives most opportunity for others to join in, although so many seem unable to type these times, or perhaps just do not have a hand free ....

Like this post nice to hear what made you enjoy this to begin with my first was my stepsisters heels which I used to cum regularly then one day I tried them on and the eruption I had from wearing them was so intense I came just from the slightest touch. Keep posting love your pics

I came of age in the early 80s. I wore my older cousins Candies slides was first time I got turned on by shoes. I shot several loads in her shoes. She had all the Candies and Qualicraft chunky wood sandals and slides. First time i jizzed shoes while girl wore them was about 1986 and those were saddle oxfords. That also gave me my fetish for girls socks, especially cable knits.

Thanks Shandablue, interesting to know, but came of age meaning, hit 16/18/21? arrived at sexual maturity? had first orgasm, or first into shoes.

Do you remember why you first had the idea to slip her shoes on. Did you like the way she looked and want to look like her specifically, or a desire to look/be generally female?

Do you think it was just the thoughts and look of the shoes which made you want and then f_ck them? or was there some sexual interest in your cousin, relieved by using her shoes, or was it just a way of satisfying a desire for sex in general.

Shoes (and clothing) are sometimes used as sexual surrogates, and as slides were pretty popular then, you would have seen a lot of females who would have been attractive to your raging hormones, wearing them, and I would guess also, that during earlier awakening,the girls around you were wearing socks and saddle shoes, so those imprinted also.

Well Shandablue, I think that even if I was an outsider to the shoefetish and CD thing, I could understand interest in slides, so easy on, the way they make you feel as you walk; toes working to keep them on, and the noise ...... sheer heaven. but while I could perhaps understand socks with mj's, and while as you can see from my posts, I have recently become a little too taken by some oxford styles, you lose me with socks with saddle oxfords for sure - saddle shoes in general really.
I guess it is what you grow up with.

We have much in common. I was wearing my sisters, mom’s and babysitter’s shoes from my earliest memories (probably about 3 or 4 years old). I knew wearing them wasn’t something a boy was meant to do but I loved the tingly feeling inside that they gave me. I now am a full cross dresser to the point I can pass in a shopping mall despite being 6’ tall. But up until late teens/early adulthood, it was JUST SHOES. Then I got into clothes, wigs and makeup, but it’s still shoes that are the sexual things for me. Thanks for posting the pics and telling us your story.

@shoddy90 I will always have a special soft place in my heart for saddle shoes. I went to a private school that required uniforms. Girls wore mostly saddles, ballerina flats or low heel mary janes as they were what
dress code called for. They were also required to wear either knee socks or opaque tights. The girl who let me shoot a load on her saddle shoes was my math tutor. She was 17 and I was 15. Thing was I couldn't keep my erection contained around her. She was blonde with the big 80s hair. She later on taught me how to do makeup and gave me some of her socks and panties.
@shoobay It was just shoes for me till about age 15 (see above story). That was 1986. I got into goth culture after that which pretty much was accepting of girly boys. As you probably well know, I was a huge Boy George fan too. I would transition male to female if I had the financial means to do so.