First Post

[Drift723]

Well, the message said to post a message as soon as I registered so that you know I'm not a bot. Here it is. Wasn't sure where to put it though.

I don't like giving out too much info about me over the internet. But I can give you the basics.

Gender: Male
Age: 22
I'm a gamer and anime tard. And since I'm here, I guess it goes without saying that I have an obvious fetish. That's about it for basics. If you don't want to hear my life story on how this fetish came about, stop here. Otherwise, I have questions to ask because even to this day, after accepting everything, there are things that still puzzle me.

Ok, here goes.

It's odd. I realized I had some sort of fetish since I was 14. I never really understood it, but whenever I saw a hot girl in heels, I would get hard. So when I had an opportunity, I started experimenting. Was taking care of a house for a neighbor, which had a young, attractive daughter. When I went to clean her room, I noticed she had a crap ton of heels. I figured hey, I'm not really doing anything wrong here. I randomly took one and set it down on the floor and sort of humped it. Didn't get much of an effect except for the fact that I was really aroused. After experimenting with that for about 3 months, that was when things got weird. I actually came while doing my thing. I was a virgin at this point, and had never jacked off before, so I didn't know what it was I felt. All I knew is that it felt amazing and I wanted more.

So after a while I figured out exactly how I have to position the shoe and myself to get it right. Oddly enough, after I had sex for the first time, all that went through my head was, "oh, so that's what I've been feeling this whole time." Although truth be told, I'd rather have sex than get off on a shoe. Because here's the weird part. I can go at it for at least an hour. When I jack it, it can take anywhere from 10 minutes to 2 hours. But when I really want to make it quick, I do my shoe thing and I can get off in less than 5 minutes. HOW THE HELL DOES THAT WORK? The other odd thing is that I don't have to be hard. In fact, it's easier if I'm not.

Because of this (and the fact that I lacked heels to do this with), it got to the point where sometimes if I was at someone's house in which I knew someone wears heels, I would try to go do it real quick and come back before anyone would realize I went anywhere. Call me crazy, but that's what I had to do before I got shoes of my own to do it with.

I discovered that I like ballbusting. I wouldn't want to have it seriously done to me though. But i get off on watching it. The last couple years, I realized I also like footjobs. But I prefer ones where the girl is wearing heels. Same with ballbusting. I'm even picky about the kind of heels I get hard seeing. Don't like spike heels, don't like boots, don't like wedges, don't like pumps. Preferably, I will go with a typical black sandal, single strap in the back and hourglass shaped front top part, between 3 and 5 inches.

When I finally opened up and told whoever I was dating at the time about this, they didn't really think I was weird. I was so nervous telling people about it, but then after each person it got easier and easier.

So I guess one of my questions is what kind of fetish I really have. I mean, yeah I like shoejobs, but I'm not into the whole sniffing or licking thing. I like when my partner dominates me, but I'm not into leather and bondage. Minus having my hands restrained.

[Wetshoe]

well... i guess that proves you're not a bot. welcome to the forum!